Anti-Productivity

Today started out so good. I felt so productive. I got a great start on a big project I had to finish, and despite a major, heart attack call from the architect (to tell me the building size and subsequently price had tripled), I pretty much finished it. Then, I got through a long to do list. Yay! I love crossing stuff of a to do list!

But then, it was missing. The insurance forms I had been carrying around for a month, dutifully arguing to keep our level of insurance, getting everyone's signature, everything I was supposed to do. And now, now when it is due, completely MIA. Last week, I had rented my office, so the forms were in Clare's office, which she has recently cleaned. Today, I went through everything 3 times, I have turned my house upside down, my office upside down....where could they be?? I need them.

My stomach hurts. I don't mind losing stuff, but not this kind of stuff.  Boo!